i be sorry everyone, its just im in a bad mood, so if i seem mean to anyone or rant too much, im sorry before hand, but im glad to finally get on the fucking computer...
today i was having an extremely emo day, and by now i dont even know what had triggered it. so, i called holly/emmi/yuffie to see if she could cheer me up, but amnda fucking hung up every time i called, making me extremely angry. then, when i could finally get through to holly, she was being obsessive over the new final fantasy dissidia and wouldnt listen to a single word i had said before talking about that stupid fucking game... when i had said that i didnt care about the game, amanda gasped in the background and yelled at her to hang up. idk who actually hung up, but the second i slammed the phone down angrily my fuckin' 8 year old sister amber started to annoy me for the phone. meanwhile my 6year old sister jade was screaming in the background for who knows what, and my headache grew till i knew that if i didnt contain myself in a different room and entertain myself, i would probably actuallly murder someone. to make this worse, my computer in the basement was being occupied by my 21 year old sister so i couldnt even go to my computer(or my ps2) downstairs. also, with only tv and my psp for entertainment(if i started to write my stories, noone would like the outcome), there was nothing on tv, and i had just given back crisis core and had no other games to play. i tried playing locoroco, but one level gets really boring and annoying REALLY fast. not only these things, but my cosplay is with holly, so i couldnt even do that. this was just one of those fuckiong horrible days where you cant say what has gone wrong, but you can say that nothing went right. >_< DX